.: Winter In Beijing 2016 :.

Assalamualaikum..

hye..

oh by the way, i bagi warning awal awal.. entry panjang ok.. hehe!!

So, on December 6 until December 12, me, cik ecah (my mother), afiqah (my sister), cik nai and cik esah (my aunts), pokteh yasin (my uncle), and wardah (my cousin) alhamdulillah telah berpeluang melawat ke Beijing China.. Actually trip ni dah kene cancel few times sebab abah macam tak berapa sihat.. tapi mase last checkup doc cakap abah dah ok sikit, kolestrol dah tak ade, angio pun dah tak perlu buat.. and abah pun cakap pergi je laaa.. so, lepas fikir masak masak, we decided to go.. abah n adik tak ikot and dorang balik Muar stay kat sana sementara kitorang ke Beijing..

Heres lil bit pasal my winter in beijing.. our flight to Beijing was at 10.00 p.m from KLIA2.. naik AirAsia, flight murah kan.. so, kitorang berkumpul kat main gate UIA Gombak jam 4.00 p.m.. Why UIA gombak? Sebab most yang pergi ni ialah staff UIA.. Kawan kawan sama office dengan cik nai.. kitorang tong tong sewa bus ke KLIA 2.. senang.. dari UIA takes about 1 jam lebih to KLIA2.. dah sampai KLIA2, kitorang check in luggage and lepak2 smpai laa masa boarding..

Alhamdulillah flight takde delay ape, 10.00p.m kitorang fly ke Beijing.. KL to Beijing lebih kurang 6 jam. FYI, waktu malaysia and beijing same je.. kami sampai beijing lebih kurang jam 4.00 a.m.. gedebuk gedebak settle luggage sume dalam pukul 7.. Keluar je arrival hall, our tourist guide namenye Sandy dah menunggu.. dia from Beijing tapi fasih cakap indonesia.. Keluar dari airport suhu punyalaa sejuk.. pagi and malam kadang cecah -9 degree celcius, siang pulak purata -2 to -4 degree celcius.. teruja sebab mulut keluar asap.. nasib baik dah pack siap2 winter jacket dalam hand carry.. first day, kitorang dibawak ke Summer Palace located at northwest of Beijing City.. Cantik sungguh.. ini few pictures..  

Next lepas summer palace, kitorang dibawa lunch kat satu restoran halal.. makanan die.. hmm.. maybe sebab i ni tekak belacan kan..tapi not bad laa.. ade je yang sedap.. tapi biasa laa, banyak menu yang berasaskan sayur.. after lunch, kami pergi solat di Masjid Niujie which is masjid tertua di Beijing.. dah 1000 tahun.. and cabaran yang agak besar nak ambil wudhuk dalam winter ni.. punyalaa sejuk.. walaupun ade hot water, still sejuk.. kaki macam nak beku.. and dalam masjid pulak takde heater.. ini few pictures kat masjid..

lepas solat kitorang dibawak ke salah satu theatre kat beijing untuk tengok acrobatics show.. show pkul 4, and sebab kitang sampai awal, so kitorang sempat jalan jalan kat kedai kedai kat situ.. and sebab sandy ade bagitahu yang kita akan ke tempat ski so me, afiqah and wardah decide nk pergi cari muffler and i nak cari longjohn.. after round2 kat few shop, i beli satu muffler harga 45yuan and longjohn 75 yuan.. dalam ringgit total lebih kurang rm77.. pkul 4 masuk theatre hall.. i almost drop my jaw tgok dorang punya acrobatic show.. serius hebat.. kat theatre tu sehari 3 kali ade buat show acrobatic tu.. ini few pictures dalam theatre hall..

after tengok acrobatic show then kitorang g dinner kat restoran and after dinner kitorang check in hotel.. nama hotel kitorang Wancheng Huafu Hotel.. we stayed kat situ 5 hari 4 malam.. 

Second day di Beijing.. Pagi breakfast kat hotel.. menunye ade nasi goreng, kuewtiaw goreng, roti pau pastu macam ade isi ikan goreng,telur rebus, ade roti bakar n jem, coffee, milk and orange.. ok laa.. not bad.. boleh telan.. Pkul 7.50 a.m kitorang kumpul kat lobby and pkul 8.00 a.m naik bus.. first destination untuk second day ni is Tian'an Men and Forbidden City.. Dekat je dengan hotel 10 minit naik bus... Tian'an Men Square is a large city square kat tengah Beijing, named after the Tiananmen ("Gate of Heavenly Peace") Ramai tourist kat sini.. and after puas photoshoot kat Tian'an Men, kitorang jalan kaki ke Forbiden City which is sebelah je dengan Tian'an Men.. Forbiden City ni ialah istana maharaja dulu dulu.. ade 9999 and a half bilik.. Kenapa ade half, according to Sandy, maharaja die kate die berasal dari kerajaan langit and kat kerajaan langit tu ade 10000 bilik, so die hormat kerajaan langit tu and bilik die tak boleh lebih dari istana kerajaan langit tu.. so die bina 9999 and a half room je laa... Heres few pic kat Tian'an Men & Forbiden City.. 

After that, Sandy bawak kitorang jalan kaki ke restoran muslim untuk luncheon, lebih kurang 15 minit jalan kaki from forbiden city.. and as usual, menu not so bad.. boleh telan.. lepas lunch pergi solat kat masjid and then after solat kitorang dibawak ke goverment shop which is antara kedai yang tourist wajib lawat.. kedai ni mostly milik pemerintah.. kita wajib pergi kedai kedai ni, tapi nak beli atau tak terserah masing masing.. first goverment shop yg kitorang pergi is rumah urut.. kat situ ade bnyak bilik and kitorang dibawa masuk dalam 1 bilik.. and the trick start here.. die suruh yang bawah 20 tahun duduk belakang and yang tua tua duduk depan.. hahaa.. kenapa, sebab yang bawah 20 tahun for sure laa takde duit, and yang tua tua mesti laa banyak duit.. 

Lepastu die suruh rendam kaki dalam air panas campur herba ape ntah.. 10 minit rendam kaki sambil dengar pekerja die cerita pasal urut tapak tangan.. btw, staff die pandai cakap indonesia.. after 10 minit, datanglaa staff2 tukang urut nak urutkan kaki kita.. sambil kena urut tu ade laaa few sifu yang kononnye hebat boleh tahu penyakit kita dengan hanya tengok tapak tangan.. die datang cek tangan my mother and cakap mak i sakit bahu and lutut and suprisingly mmg betul pun.. and then die pujuk my mom beli ubat die harga 900 yuan sebotol and die suruh beli 2 botol.!! omai.. 1800 yuan.. gilaa kau.. my mom cakap takde duit la.. terus die blah je.. ceit.. kalo 90yuan tu boleh laa nk consider lg.. ni 900yuan.. gilaa kau.. dalam grup kitorang i rase takde sape yang beli.. and bilaa die tengok takde sape pun beli dorang sume blah macam tu je.. =.= and then lepas tu kitorang dinner and after dinner balik ke hotel.. owh, btw, winter ni malam die panjang. so, pukul 4.40 p.m dah magrib.. 

Third day, pukul 7.20 a.m kitorang kumpul kat lobby and pkul 7.30 a.m naik bus.. first destination untuk third day ni is yang paling dinanti, The Great Wall of China.. dari hotel lebih kurang 1 jam lebih nak sampai ke great wall.. sepanjang jalan Sandy banyak cerita pasal sejarah sejarah kat china.. tapi sebab i asik terlelap terlelap so cerita cerita sandy tu masuk telinga kanan keluar telinga kiri je.. Sorry Sandy.. and, we arrived kat great wall.. angin sejuk gilaa.. nasib baik i pakai longjohn.. ade 7 point kat tempat great waal tu, and i cuma panjat sampai point 2 je sebab tanga die curam sangat *alasan padahal malas* haha!! and the view is sooooo magnificient.. cantik sungguh.. serius.. agak lama kitorang kat situ.. sejam lebih jugak.. here some from Great Wall.. 

 dari great wall kitorang gerak g luncheon and solat and then kitorang ke tempat ski.. and kat sini ade rase macam geram sikit ngan sandy.. sume dah eksited nak main snow ni.. dalam bus sandy ckp nk masuk tmpat skit tu kene bayar 40yuan per head.. pastu boleh masuk n main snow.. ok laa.. demi nak main snow we all pun bayar laa.. rupanye 40yuan tu just masuk ke tempat ski tu.. i means, masuk tengok sajli dekat2.. tengok saje.. kalo nak main pegang snow kene bayar lg 120yuan.. WTH!! tadi cakap 40 yuan boleh masuk pegang and main snow.. ni lain pulak.. memang rasa mcm tertipu.. nasib baik ade tempat main tube slide masuk just bayar 20yuan.. so i, afiqah and wardah masuk n play the tube slide tu.. dapat laa jugak main snow walaupun sekejap.. ok laaa.. owhh, i lupaa.. sebelum ke tempat ski, kitorang dibawa singgah ke tempat kilang batu jade.. kedai wajib.. and btw kalo pergi kedai wajib ni kene singgah atleast 40 minit.. memang buang masaa.. kita orang melayu ni bukan minat sangat dengan jade ni.. dah laa mahal pulak tu.. so, dgr je laa salesman die dok membebel pasal batu jade ni.. this some pictures on the third day..

 Hari ke empat di beijing.. pagi pagi kitorang dibawak ke kedai pearl.. biasalah kedai wajib.. so masuk je laa dengar salesman die membebel.. tapi kat kedai ni lawak sikit.. mula2 ade amoi dtg terangkan pasal pearl, then bila dah abis die cerita pasal pearl masuk sorang mamat cina ni.. yang lawaknye die kate die bukan teacher (by teacher he means is orang yang sepatutnye terangkan pasal jade) die kate die cuma belajar pasal jade and takde experiance utk terangkan kat org pasal jade.. english pun lintang pukang.. kalo ikot ape yg die cerita, konon die ni anak boss tempat tu.. anak bongsu.. ayah die anta die belajar pasal jade and bila die dah habis belajar ayah die letak die kat situ.. tapi die tak suka keje kat situ.. drama sangat kan.. hahaa.. sebab die kelakar, so kitorang pun layan je laa die.. nak lagi kelakar, siap die pesan kalo ade staff tanye macamane penerangan die pasal jade tu, die pesan jangan cakap good.. cakap so so je.. sebab kalo cakap good, esok die kene buat lg.. hahahaa. melekek2 kitorang dok gelakkan die.. wallahua'lam laa betul ke tidak cerita die tu.. 

Then, lepas die dah habis buat lawak tu, die bawak kitorang ke showroom.. dalm showroom tu byk laa jewelry yang die kate ayah die design.. pastu ade cincin white gold dgn batu ruby harga asal 1800yuan pastu die ckp "because you malaysian is very friendly i give u discount 100yuan per ring" gilaa kau.. 1800yuan jadi 100yuan je... ramai jugak ahli group kitorang yang beli.. my mum pun mula mula hampir nak beli.. siap nak beli 3 lagi.. tp bila pikir2 balik mcm too good to be true kan.. 1800yuan jadi 100yuan.. mungkin bukan white gold or ruby betul.. so my mum ckp takyah laa.. ade jugak yang beli loket pearl and rantai.. 

Lepas kedai jade and pearl tu kitorang dibawak ke bird nest olimpic stadium.. tapi yang tak syoknye tengok dari jauh je.. and sandy cakap kedai souvenir kat stadium tu murah and ramailaa yang shoping kat situ.. my mum, ciknai and lain lain pun ramai yang shoping kat situ. murah jugak.. tapi i xde beli pape sebab petang ni and esok akan g shopping whole day so nanti laa i shoping.. and after puas shoping and bergambar die birdnest olimpic stadium, kitorang pergi luncheon and solat then pergi ke 1 lagi kedai wajid. kali ni kedai teh pulak.. kat kedai teh tu die suruh kite try macam mcam teh.. and macam biasa die akan promote suruh beli laa.. siap puji cakap muka my mum muda boleh jadi kakak i.. heol sangat tau.. 

Lepas kedai teh kitorang pergi dinner and balik hotel.. sampai kat hotel i, wadah, afiqah and pokteh decide nak jalan jalan kat area hotel tu.. menurut sandy, ade pasr malam dekat2 area situ.. so, kitorang pun jalan2.. angin malam kat beijing sangat laa sejuk.. rupenye ade satu mall kat area hotel tu.. besar jugak mall die.. ade centre Apple.. byk jugak kedai2 branded.. yang i ingat ade Forever21, ade sephora, ade rolex, ade nike and macam macam laa.. unfortunately, kitorang smpai kat pasar malam dah agak lewat.. ramai peniaga dah start berkemas.. so kitorang cuma jalan separuh jalan je and patah balik sebab banyak kedai dah tutup.. and ini malam terakhir tidur kat hotel.. esok pagi nak check out dah.. so malam tu sibuk laa berkemas ape yang patut.. Some pic from the forth day..

Hari ke limaa.. last day in beijing.. semalam sandy tanye kitorang samada kitorang nk g muzium or nak shoping whole day.. and semua sepakat nak shoping whole day.. so sebab kitorang sume nak shoping je, so kitorang check out dari hotel agak lewat.. pkul 11.00 a.m baru check out.. lepastu terus pergi lunch and solat.. lepas solat sandy bawak pergi satu "pasar" die kate pasar tapi mcm shoping mall.. ala ala mcm GM Klang or Kenanga Mall.. sume benda ade jual.. and yang geramnye much more cheaper dari tempat shoping yang die bawak sebelum ni..

Satu benda laa shoping kat china ni.. seller die kasar.. brape kali kene crazy sebab tawar menawar ngan dorang.. and dorang ni pantang kalo kita jalan depan kedai dorang and tengok lebih2 sikit barang dorang.. siap laa kene tarik masuk and dia akan paksa kita beli.. seriusly.. i kena. mcm nk bergaduh kat situ.. and seller kat situ jugak agak kurang ajar sikit.. so tahan je laa.. and lagi satu, barang barang yang die jual die akan letak harga yang gila gilaaaaa punya tinggi.. ade ke patut chopstik yang afiqah beli kat depan hotel harga 5yuan die letak sampai 250yuan.. gilaa kan.. sebelum datang beijing silaa laa asah bakat utk tawar menawar.. kat "pasar" tu afiqah beli handbag kate spade dgn harga 70yuan.. harga asal die letak 350yuan ok.. i pulak nk cari backpack sebab backpack i dah rosak zipnye..

so i masuk laa i kedai ni.. ade 1 backpack leather warna dark chocolat.. cantik sgt.. so i pun masuk laa kedai tu.. tanya harga beg tu.."how much..?" seller tu tekan calculator die.."2800" omai.. "so expensive" i ckp.. die tanye "how much you can pay" i ckp "200yuan" then die cakap cannot.. this is leather.. die bg discount 500yuan and for me it's still expensive.. so i nak keluar dari kedai die.. titibe die tarik tangan i and ckp ok 250yuan.. i said no.. i only have 200yuan.. and i nampak my mum lalu depan kedai and i panggil my mum.. mak i ckp takyah laa beli.. mahal.. lagi pun ntah betul ke tidak leather tu.. i pun nk keluar dari kedai tu, and the seller suddently cakap ok ok 200.. tapi sebab mak i x bagi beli i ckp no it's ok.. i don't want.. die tarik tangan i and lagi sorang seller berdiri depan pintu kedai tak bagi i keluar..

mak i tarik tangan i suruh keluar dari kedai, die marah mak i.. heoll.. serius mcm nak bergaduh.. i tolak tangan die, pastu laju2 jalan jauh jauh dari kedai tu.. nightmare betul.. see.. dari harga 2800 yuan, die boleh jual harga 200yuan je.. maknenye beg tu harga sebenarnye mesti lagi murah kan.. fuhh.. penat bebel.. tarik nafas kejap.. *inhale.. Exhale..* ok, lepas kejadian bertarik tarik tu, i turun level 1. then i masuk satu kedai ni.. hmm.. lebih kurang macam miniso.. tahu x miniso.. tak tahu google laa.. then ade jual beg pack.. cantik and harga pun murah je.. 69yuan.. i pun laju laju laa beli.. atlast dapat jugak i satu bagpack.. yeayy..

pukul 5.30p.m kitorang semua janji nak berkumpul kat main entrance "pasar" tu.. and bila semua dah adaa, kitorang naik bus pergi dinner and lepas dinner terus gerak ke airport.. actually Sandy salah dapat info, die ingat flight kitorang pukul 12.00a.m tapi flight kitorang sebenarnye pukul 5.30a.m.. so bermalam lah kitorang kat airport.. thank god the airport tak sejuk sangat.. Airport beijing x besar mcm KLIA, so, nak jalan2 dalam airport pun tak best.. tak ade pae yang menarik.. so, kitorang sume jadi macam gelandangan bersepah tidor kat airport.. flight sepatutnye pukul 5.30a.m pulak delay .. 6.30a.m baru fly balik malaysia.. and sampai Malaysia lebih kurang jam 1 lebih..

touchdown je airport, dan dan rindu sejuk beijing.. Malaysia is soo hot kannn.. haha! so, ni laa sikit sikit pengalaman my Beijing winter trip.. actually byk jugak part yang i skip especially part mase die bawak ke kedai wajib, sebab bosan..hehe! Moga ade rezki nak winter trip ke korea pulak.. teringin nak tengok salji turun..

.: THE ADVENTURER :.

So, I've done some personality test online sesaje bosan bosan kat office malas buat kerja.. hehe! According to the test, which is i have to answer few questions (100 questions if i'm not mistaken) I have an ISFP PERSONALITY which also known as THE ADVENTURER..

 Uuuu.. 

Name macam gempak kan.. haha! 

So, here's some..

ISFP personality types are true artists, but not necessarily in the typical sense where they're out painting happy little trees. Often enough though, they are perfectly capable of this. Rather, it's that they use aesthetics, design and even their choices and actions to push the limits of social convention. ISFPs enjoy upsetting traditional expectations with experiments in beauty and behavior – chances are, they've expressed more than once the phrase "Don't box me in!"

ISFPs are quite mysterious and difficult to get to know. While very emotional individuals, they guard this sensitive core carefully, preferring to listen than to express. People with the ISFP personality type focus instead on their partners, with little interest in dictating the mood of a situation with their own feelings. While this can sometimes be frustrating, if they are accepted for who they are, ISFPs prove to be warm, enthusiastic partners.

In friendship, ISFPs are some of the most comfortable people around. Laid back and spontaneous, people with the ISFP personality type won't bog things down with arguments or structured long-term plans. Intellectually exhausting pastimes like debates over European economic policy won't hold their attention long. The here-and-now is what's important to ISFPs, and they love spending time with their friends doing casual, fun activities.

When it comes to the career world, ISFPs need more than just a job. Wealth, power, structure, advancement and security are all lesser goals to ISFP personalities' greatest need: creative freedom. ISFPs crave a tangible outlet for their imagination, a chance to express themselves artistically. People with the ISFP personality type are passionate experimenters, and whether they're aware of it or not, they are renowned trendsetters. With their unique perspective and simple desire to be themselves, ISFPs are natural artists, musicians and photographers, as well as designers of all stripes. Setting up shop on websites like Etsy is far more alluring to ISFPs than the confines of 9-5 administrative work in some fluorescent cubicle.

ISFP Strengths

Charming – People with the ISFP personality type are relaxed and warm, and their “live and let live” attitude naturally makes them likable and popular.

Sensitive to Others – ISFPs easily relate to others' emotions, helping them to establish harmony and good will, and minimize conflict.

Imaginative – Being so aware of others' emotions, ISFP personalities use creativity and insight to craft bold ideas that speak to people's hearts. While it's hard to explain this quality on a resume, this vivid imagination and exploratory spirit help ISFPs in unexpected ways.

Passionate – Beneath ISFPs' quiet shyness beats an intensely feeling heart. When people with this personality type are caught up in something exciting and interesting, they can leave everything else in the dust.

Curious – Ideas are well and good, but ISFPs need to see and explore for themselves whether their ideas ring true. Work revolving around the sciences may seem a poor match for their traits, but a boldly artistic and humanistic vision is often exactly what research needs to move forward – if ISFPs are given the freedom they need to do so.

Artistic – ISFPs are able to show their creativity in tangible ways and with stunning beauty. Whether writing a song, painting an emotion, or presenting a statistic in a graph, ISFPs have a way of visualizing things that resonates with their audience.

ISFP Weaknesses

Fiercely Independent – Freedom of expression is often ISFPs' top priority. Anything that interferes with that, like traditions and hard rules, creates a sense of oppression for ISFP personalities. This can make more rigidly structured academics and work a challenge.

Unpredictable – ISFPs' dislike long-term commitments and plans. The tendency to actively avoid planning for the future can cause strain in ISFPs' romantic relationships and financial hardship later in life.

Easily Stressed – ISFPs live in the present, full of emotion. When situations get out of control, people with this personality type (especially Turbulent ones) can shut down, losing their characteristic charm and creativity in favor of gnashing teeth.

Overly Competitive – ISFPs can escalate small things into intense competitions, turning down long-term success in their search for glory in the moment, and are unhappy when they lose.

Fluctuating Self-Esteem – It's demanded that skills be quantified, but that's hard to do with ISFPs' strengths of sensitivity and artistry. ISFPs' efforts are often dismissed, a hurtful and damaging blow, especially early in life. ISFPs can start to believe the naysayers without strong support.

So, ni sedikit sebanyak ape yang website tu describe pasal ISFP personality type ni.. and most of it kena dengan i..

Mesti you all macam "mende die tulis panjang panjang ni.. " hahhaa.. 

well, blog i sukati i laa..
After all,  this blog is supposed to be about me..  Hahaa! :P

If you people nak buat personality test boleh laa visit this website: https://www.16personalities.com/

Mana tahu dengan buat ni, you can get to know yourself better and improve to be a better person.. right.. 

I CHANGE DURING THE COURSE OF A DAY. I WAKE AND I'M ONE PERSON, AND WHEN I GO TO SLEEP I KNOW FOR CERTAIN I'M SOMEBODY ELSE.

-Bob Dylan-

*ISFP stands for Introvert, Sensing, Feeling, Perceiving

.: Pessimism :.

Assalamualaikum~~

Hai people..

Currently, I'm working as a Pegawai IT in a manufacturing based company (senang cakap kilang laa.. hehe..) located in Kota Damansara.. it's been a year since i've started working here.. 

Actually, i was hired as a programmer which is to develop an internal system for the company and also to maintain the existing system, but besides programming, hari hari pun nak kene buat support..

Pasal kene buat support tu i takde laa kisah sangat.. even, i'm glad that i can help solving user's problem.. tapi.. hmm.. hari hari pun nak kene hadap user yang fussy make me feel disgusted.. seriously..

fussy user satu hal, yang paling i geram is colleague yang rasa the world is only revolve around her (in a bad way though).. she is soooo pessimist..!! she think everybody hate her and want to harm her.. 

omaagad.. this is the first time i deal dengan orang yang macam ni.. she's toooo paranoid.. how to say ekk.. 

ok camni.. 

die pergi toilet lama (actually takde laa lama sangat, around 5 minutes je pun) then bila die balik dari toilet, tiba tiba die *spark i.. Dia kata Mr K (our manager) tengok die dengan muka masam, sebab die pergi toilet lama, mesti Mr K benci die..

i was like.. what..the..hell.. i don't know why she think someone will hate her sebab die pergi toilet lama..??!! 

motip..?

itu satu ok.. there's a lot of stories like this.. i just don't understand her.. she's the weirdest person i've ever meet in my entire life.. 

example - i buat ni ni ni. mesti die benci I.. tadi i cakap macam ni ni ni, mesti die terasa dengan i.. tadi i jumpa si polan ni tapi i tak tegur die pun, mesti die benci i... 

every single day.. 

can you feel me.. 

it's not that i hate her.. tapi die punya pelik plus pessimism plus paranoid tak bertempat tu kadang kadang buat i geram campur menyampah.. 

but, i've got to admit laa.. she is a good worker.. die memang cekap dengan kerja die.. tapi.. hmm.. she lack of common sense.. y'know what i meant.. 

ehh.. rasa berdosa pulak mengumpat die dalam blog.. tapi i geram.. blog je la tempat i nak luah geram i.. 

god forgive me please..

enuff mengumpat..

bye people..

*spark = internal chatting system use in my company

.: Heartless :.

Assalamualaikum!

So today I decided to talk or should i call it membebel about me.. yes me, myself.. Semenjak dua menjak ni, I think a lot.. about myself.. What kind of person i am..

Some of my close friend (ramai actually.. -___-'') said that i iz a very heartless person.. By heartless they mean is cakap-pakai-lepas-tak-jaga-hati-orang-langsung type of person..

Sooo, i did some self thinking.. did i..!? did i jenis yang cakap lepas tak jaga hati orang.. Omaaaiiii, and i think YES.. Betul.. -____-''

Dalam bahasa lembutnya i iz JUJUR.. which is brutally honest and more annoying..!! well, i just speak my mind je kot, i tak suka, then i cakap laa i tak suka.. Takkan I tak suka tapi i nak cakap i suka pulak kan.. kann... (tanak kalah)

Tapi i jujur dengan kawan kawan yang i rapat je laa.. takde laa i jujur cakap lepas kat orang orang yang i tak kenal or orang yang i baru kenal..

anyway..

Berbalik kepada topik tadi, Heartless.. Yes, i admit.. i memang kinda little bit tiny kecil sebesar kuman Heartless and annoying.. (Booooo!!)

there's one episode where my friend show me her picture masa zaman baby baby dulu.. selalu kan kalau gambar zaman baby ni mesti laa die akan expect kita cakap.. omagaaad, cutenyee you.. macam nak picit picit gigit gigit je..

but, sebab mulut i jahat honest sangat i cakap, "ehh, macam o***g a**i laa" Astagfirullah hal azim (btw, kat gambar tu kulit die macam gelap sikit, and her hair little bit kerinting halus.. still tak mengaku mulut die jahat tu.. ish ish ish.. adiba.. adiba..)

so, i cakap jujur je laa.. and, my friend terus tarik muka masam.. ok, admit. i'm sorry dear.. and i realized that i talk first think later or i guess in MY case talk first and never think..

so, because of my mulut-puaka ni, i often makes my friends annoyed with me and hurts their feeling (without my conscious) but still, jahat jahat mulut i they still wanna be my friend.. thanks gais, l lebiu a lot to the universe and back..

ehh.. panjang pulaa bebels i ni.. ok. so, i make promise to myself.. no more mulut-longkang ok? deal?

deal.

i will try my bestest (betui ka ni..? lantak pi laa) to jaga my percakapan so that i will not talk like mulut-puaka or mulut-longkang.. i will think before i talk.. janji..

to my dearest family, friends, neighbours and semua semua yang pernah terkena panahan mulut-puaka i ni.. i'm really sorry.. i really didn't mean it.. reallyyyyyy.. Forgive me..  :'(

enuf membebels..

seeyaa..

.: Jodoh :.

So, this upcoming November genaplah usia saya 26 tahun.. Oh, dah 26 tahun.. As a woman, orang cakap umur terbaik untuk mendirikan rumah tangga.. tak terlalu muda, dan tak terlalu berusia.. hmm..

Ramai jugak saudara mara bertanya, bila nak kahwin.. tambahan saya sebagai anak sulung dalam family.. Although mak dengan abah tak pernah tanya directly, tapi kita sendiri boleh faham kan.. there's one time, me and my family going out for dinner, then suddenly terserempak dengan kawan abah and kitorang duduk semeja.. abah borak2 dengan kawan die, abah tanya kawan die dah brape orang cucu... and kawan die ckp dah 5, menantu ade 3.. die tanya abah.. kau dah berapa cucu.. abah jawab, aku menantu pun takda lagi.. and bila I dengar, rasa macam.. hmm.. tak tau nk describe macamana.. although depa tak pernah laa push suruh kawen.. tapi kau rasa macam ade batu seketul atas bahu..

Tambah sekarang abah dah kurang sihat sikit lepas kene stroke.. So rase macam responsibilities untuk dapatkan abah seorang menantu and cucu tu macam makin besar.. and again I said depa tak pernah push pun.. cuma kau sendiri boleh rasa kannn..

And berbalik soal jodoh.. yes, jodoh ditangan tuhan.. even bercinta bertahun tahun tapi kalau takda jodoh tetap tak bersama jugak and kalau dah jodoh tak pernah kenal bercinta pun boleh terkawen.. So saya ambil keputusan untuk beserah pada tuhan.. ada jodoh kawen laa.. takda jodoh kita jumpa kat syurga nanti la..

Tapi bila saya ckp macam tu, ade yang cakap kene laa usaha.. takkan nk tunggu jodoh datang bergolek.. yes, betul.. takkan nak tunggu jodoh datang bergolek kan.. tapi, me as a woman, besar mana sangat usaha yang saya boleh buat.. ye, ade yang kata, siti khadijah yang pergi pinang Nabi.. ye.. betul.. tapi itu Siti Khadijah.. Wanita hebat.. saya cuma wanita biasa yang imannya terkadang turun dan naik..

Jadi apa yang saya boleh usaha cuma doa dan usaha lebih untuk perbaiki diri.. So, focus utama saya sekarang, kerja cari duit and enjoy my life as much as I can.. InsyaAllah ade jodoh tak kemana.. tuhan dah janji kan.. Lagipun kita tak tahu mane yang kita akan pakai dulu.. baju pengantin atau kain kafan..

.: Dear Unrequited Love :.

I wanted to tell this to you long time ago but somehow I’m only telling it to you now..

I like you..

I really like you..

Do you even know the things I’ve done because of you?

You were everything on my mind. You!

Seeing you twelve times a day and still want to see you..

And when I saw you I just liked it..

But we were always held back by that thing they call timing..

That damn timing..

But fate and timing do not just happen out of coincidence..

They are products of earnest, simple choices, that make up miraculous moments.

Being resolute, making decisions without hesitation..

I should have been more courageous..

It was not timing..

It was my too many hesitations..

10 years of unrequited love..

Thanks for the memory..

Good bye..

.: Drama Melayu Petang Petang :.

last 2 week.. iols teman mak iols buka puasa.. sebab malas nak makan kat dapur, mak iols bentang surat khabar makan depan tv kat ruang tamu.. so adik iols bukak laa tv3.. drama melayu petang petang tengah tayang laa mase tu.. so, iols pun tengok laa tv sambil makan..

fyi, iols ni dah laaamaaaaa sangat tak tengok tv.. maybe sebab dah terbiasa tak tengok tv.. 6 tahun study duk kat asrama, mengajar iols untuk tak tengok tv.. so iols pun tengok laa drama melayu petang petang tersebut.. ohh, kacak jugak hero ni, pakai uniform askar pulak.. tak payah laa iols sebut drama ape kan..

so, iols pon keep on watching laa drama tu.. ok.. askar bercinta dengan doktor.. hmm.. konsep macam biasa tengok je.. hmm.. ok.. iols teringat Descendants of the sun (DOTS).. hahhaa.. laaaa.. nak tiru DOTS ke.. omg.. so, sebab curios dengan drama ni.. iols pun start laa search pasal drama melayu petang petang tu.. aiiyaa.. teruk kene hentam rupanya..

this is why iols tak tengok drama melayu.. bukan nk hentam or jatuhkan drama melayu.. tapi otak iols tak dapat nak hadam,, balik balik anak orang kaya kene kawen paksa.. company juta juta.. hero kaya jatuh cinta dengan heroin miskin.. omai.. tak ade input, tak berkembang laa otak iols..

ok bukan nk puji drama luar.. tapi kita ambil contoh terdekat.. DOTS.. Kalau uols tengok DOTS, brape banyak ilmu uols boleh dapat.. military knowledge, medical knowledge, macammana nak handle situasi kalau ade bencana alam.. bukan kisah cinta semata mata..

Drama terbaru, Doctors, banyak betul medical knowledge yang kita boleh dapat.. ape simptome simptome penyakit neuro (sebab both hero and heroin tu pakar neuro), banyak term term medical yang iols dapat belajar.. bukan takat tengok hero heroin bercinta bergaduh jeles putus couple balik je..

ade jugak drama or movie melayu yang bagus.. contohnya Ola Bola.. Bagus cerita tu, banyak pengajaran.. lg.. cerita tanah kubur pun bagus.. buat kita ingat kematian..

so, to conclude.. jangan laa uols tanye, eh u tengok tak drama sekian sekian ni kat tv semalam.. Iols memang tak tengok punye.. ok..

.: Red :.

So, the story begin bila abah kene mild stroke and dah tak boleh drive or bawak motor lagi. So jadi macam susah sikit bila kitorang semua tak berani nk drive kereta abah yg besar gedabak dan MANUAL tu.. Yes besar tu boleh gagah lagi.. Tapi MANUAL.. Iols memang surrender laa kereta manual ni.. Last bawak manual mase ambik ujian JPJ  dulu.. So tinggal Cekodok Biru si Viva tu je laa yang nk bawak kemane mane..


So mcm susah laa tinggal 1 kereta je.. Saya pergi kerja drive Viva tu laa hari-hari.. Bila ade clash dengan appoinment abah kat hosital so adik kene drop sy kat office dulu then baru boleh pergi hospital.. bla bla blaa.. macam-macam hal..

So, mak kate "along beli kereta laa, mak bagi rmXXXXX untuk downpayment.." Omai.. serius ni mak.. Along tak mintak ni.. Ni mak yg "DERMA" Gedebuk gedebak long story short, beli laah saya sebijik Proton Saga  Flx 1.3 Plus..

Ok, saya beli dengan sorang salesman I mean Saleswoman Proton Subang.. Kawan abah, Cik Zam, yang kenalkan dengan saleswoman tu.. Dari start  order, macam macam hal yang timbul. Saya order lebih kurang sebulan sebelum puasa, submit dokument untuk loan.. ok, loan tak lepas..  Iols ade tunggakan PTPTN.. Omai.. ok, settlekan PTPTN.. OK, PTPTN  dah settle.. ok.. Tunggu bank call.. hari demi hari berlalu.. Dah masuk  pertengahan puasa..

Bila boleh dapat ni kak.. Sebelum raya boleh dapat dik.. Ok, sebelum raya.. Boleh le Iols raya dengan kereta baru.. Eksited.. Hari masih berlalu..  saleswoman tu dok senyap and takde kejar pihak bank.. Omai.. Harapan nak raya dengan kereta baru Iols musnah.. Ok, takpe.. lepas raya katanya.. Bank call, katenye selagi CCRIS tak  update selagi tu loan tak boleh nak approve.. WTH, Iols dah settlekan  PTPTN hampir sebulan dah.. And the F*****g CCRIS still tak update.. ok, sabar.. Almost 2 week lepas raya baru loan Iols approved..

Ok, loan dah approved and Iols sign agreement and bayar laa downpayment yang my mother "Derma" tu.. lepas loan approved pun macam macam hal jugak.. Agent  nk register vehicle tak boleh sebab IC iols tak detect dalam system mySikap JPJ.. Omai, dugaan apa lagi ni.. So, iols pergi sendiri JPJ  Padang Jawa nak settle kan hal ni..Dan rupa-rupanya.. Pegawai JPJ tersebut  salah key in no IC iols dalam system die.. Patutlaa tak boleh detect.. omai.. Ok, settle JPJ.. Kak, bila boleh kluar kereta.. InsyaALLAH Jumaat ni dik..  Jumaat katenye.. Mula mula masa sign agreement kate Rabu.. Tapi pasal JPJ tu delay jumaat pulak.. ok laa.. takpelaa bukan salah die..

Dan hari jumaat pun tiba.. Kak, macammana.. boleh keluar dah ke harini..?? Petang Sikit akak bagitahu.. katenye... ok. tunggu petang.. Dah petang.. kak, macamana.. tak boleh laa dik.. Isnin.. Geran and roadtax tak dapat lg.. WHAT..!!?? hmm.. ok sabar.. sabar.. 1st car, banyak dugaan..

ok, dah isnin.. iols pun wasep die lagi.. kak, macammane.. boleh keluar ke harini.. and die reply.. "Dik awak ambik esok laa, akak cuti harini, nk anto husband g arab saudi.." omaigod.. mase ni iols dah geram.. kenapa janji hari isnin, kalau tahu isnin tu awak nak cuti.. mase mintak downpayment, demam demam pun awak datang kerja..

Saya push die jugak dengan menipu sunat cakap saya urgent nk pakai kereta.. Viva  adik dah ambik.. Then die kate die akan mintak kawan die tolong deliver.. See, ade  je cara nk bagi harini.. So, to conclude, bayarlah hutang PTPTN anda supaya senang nak apply loan.. Ehh, salah.. bayar laah hutang anda sebab hutang memang wajib di bayar.. kalau tak, dalam kubur sana esok kene laa tibai..

Nah, Iols bagi teaser je sikit.. Petang ni balik office baru nak pergi ambik.. Selamat datang lah family member baru my Red. Jangan nakal nakal.. nanti Iols belanja Ron 97..

.: Ketika Ada Yang Bertanya Tentang Cinta :.

Ketika aku bertanya kepadamu tentang cinta

kau melihat langit membentang lapang

menyerahkan diri untuk dinikmati, tapi menolak untuk dimiliki

Ketika kau bertanya kepadaku tentang cinta, 

aku melihat nasib manusia

terkutuk hidup di bumi

bersama jangkauan lengan mereka yang pendek

dan kemahuan mereka yang panjang

Ketika aku bertanya kepadamu tentang cinta,

kau bayangkan aku seekor burung kecil yang murung

bersusah payah terbang mencari tempat sembunyi

dari mata peluru para pemburu

Ketika kau bertanya kepadaku tentang cinta

aku bayangkan kau satu-satunya pohon yang tersisa

kau kesepian dan mematahkan cabang-cabang sendiri

Ketika ada yang bertanya tentang cinta, 

apakah sungguh yang dibutuhkan adalah kemewahan kata-kata

atau cukup ketidaksempurnaan kita?

Aan Mansyur

.: Aidilfitri :.

Selamat hari raya.. Maaf zahir dan batin.. 

So, tahun ni turn beraya kat Muar, which is kampung abah.. And, tahun ni semua orang balik.. Penuh rumah atuk, sampai terpaksa pasang khemah tidur kat luar.. 150++ ketupat licin dalam masa 2 hari..
Serius tahun ni raya tak banyak gambar.. so, I letak yang mana ada je laa..

Ni separuh je..

Abah hilang.

The Cousins.

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Budak kecit, Ixora.

abah hilang lagi

rumah atok.

open house rumah Pekja.